| Aug. 28th, 2004 @ 11:09 pm what a wonderful evening |
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Current Mood:  sad
well i started planning a get together for tonight last weekend and had six people say they would be here. well only one of them showed up and stayed.and now my wife feels like shit because they were supposed to be coming over to see her and to let me show them that i was going to be civil toward them for her sake.and now i feel bad as well because i feel that it is my fault that they didn't show up. i have had a bad temper with them and never even given them a chance to show me how good of a person they really are. and that is why i started this whole thing to begin with. my wife said that her friends were good people and that i needed to give them a chance. so i did but they didn't show, because of me.i know that i have made many mistakes in the past and that it won't be easy to right my wrongs, but i wish that people would give me a chance. if not for me, i wish they would for my debi. i plan on living here for the rest of my life and i know that it is going to be easier i make peace with those who i have wrongly judged. so if you are one of those people that i was talking about, please let me show you that i will make you feel more welcomed than i did in the past. and please accept my deepest apology for my behavior of the past. |
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